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[Tiger Jenkins]

{I`M JUST SO FAR GONE}
{NOTHINGS GOING TO CHANGE}
{EVERY CHANCE THEY GET}
{THEY ALWAYS PUSH ME AWAY}
{OH ITS NEVER ENOUGH}

Hey baby, do you love me?! Do you remember? Oh please say yes. I guess not in a certain aspect. I thought you were that good person that everyone could trust but I guess I was wrong in more than one way. I will never forget betrayal, liars, and cheaters. And you know what really sucks? Your my brother and I`m supposed to love you till I die. Yea, tough love is getting a whole new meaning here buddy boy. I`ve been broken and tossed away like a clockwork toy, but I`m back so you better stop and think twice. You had your chance to walk, but now you better step up. But back to the basics, I don`t want to lose you in my meaningless wanderings. Besides, I`m sure you want to live to see another day. My life has been riddled with despair and black lies. Can you save that last piece of truth inside of me?

Lyrics of a song way to kinky for the mind to match drifted out of the headphones that were screwed into the guys ears. So what if he liked sexy music, who didn`t? Wasn`t like everyone turns away from it either. Its called curiosity baby, get used to it. Head bobbed slightly as a rolicking yawn brought him back to the real world around the trio. Wind picked up his gold and black tresses as the stallion let out a yawn of his own to match. Wrinkling his nose, he rolled his shoulders and rested his long, slim fingers on the white pad of paper that rested in his llap. Looking up, he watched the black stud graze peacefully for once. Even though he had tethered him safely a few yards away the trails he would have to grab him if another equine came stroling along maybe. Tapping the pencil on his forehead, he scrunched up his face and pulled the sunglasses over his emerald orbs once more. The lulling song of avians and crickets crooned to him like a lullaby, swiftly carrying him into a deep sleep.

[m.eredith r.iley t.aylor]

Earlier that morning, she had groomed and tacked her Lusitano mare to go out on a trail, but instead she had her trot around for a little while to loosen up some because she seemed tensed and tired. After the small work out, she tightened the girth a little more before mounting the mare and walking off towards the trails. Snorting, the mare seemed she didn't want to work today. She had to however, unless she was sick and she wasn't showing any signs of being in pain or sick. Patting the mares neck gently, she prodded her into a trot and trotted over to the trail. This was earlier in the morning, however, no one was on the trail until she had started making her way back.

In front of her, a little ways away still, she saw a horse tied down and a male sitting on the ground with something in his lap. Walking towards the male though still riding May, she dismounted when she got closer to him and walked the rest of the way on foot, holding onto Mayhems reins.

You okay? she asked, not noticing that he was listening to music.

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[Tiger Jenkins]

{I`M JUST SO FAR GONE}
{NOTHINGS GOING TO CHANGE}
{EVERY CHANCE THEY GET}
{THEY ALWAYS PUSH ME AWAY}
{OH ITS NEVER ENOUGH}

It started out with a kiss, oh honey it was only a kiss. What to do, that is the question I ask of you. I`m not one to listen to pointless rumors, but darling maybe I`m thinking twice for once in my life. Keyword baby, maybe could be the turn about. I lived in a city that was bustling with activity, a city where you had to actually be something to be recognized. I guess I was something back then in my younger days. but then you may say that I still haven`t hit my "grown up" years. Well I must disagree, I hit those years a long time ago. All thanks to my oh so wonderful brother, who sadly, we are like in many different ways. But what I just can`t understand is why he would break me up so much inside when I practically saved his life. I guess its just good karma coming back to get him.

Hearing a squel he came to with a violent start, sunglasses flying off his head and he sat forward quickly. Looking up to see his equine pawing furiously and tugging his head towards another equine that had appeared beside him, he ignored the new pair for now. Getting swiftly to his feet, his locks fell into his face shielding his oddly colored eyes as he untyed the stallion. A breathy sigh escaped him as he snatch on the reins and guided Pycho firmly away from what was obviously a mare. Seeing a thick bush, he retied the equine, stripping him also of his saddle and left him there to pout quitely. Smiling at the furous antics, he smooched to the horse before turning back and walking towards the other person. Upon reaching who he now saw was a girl,he swooped down from his staggering height and snatched up his glasses, putitng them back on smoothly. Looking down to see that his pad had also fell on the ground, it was still smooth with now black words scribbled on it. Looking up under the dark sheen of the shades he stuck out his hand and said in his rumbling tones, a slight smile picking up the corners of his mouth.
Tiger Jenkins. You are? And yes I`m fine.

[m.eredith r.iley t.aylor]

She turned quickly to see the other horse make a shrieking noise and felt Mayhem step back when she heard it as well. Getting a looser grip on the reins, she let the mare back up some before calming down, knowing that nothing was going to get her. Turning and snorting at the stallion, she walked back up to Meredith and nudged her shoulder. Meredith smiled and ground tied the mare by the reins.

She looked down when the male before her bent over seeing the pad with words on it before quickly looking back up in time to see him standing as well.

Meredith Riley Taylor, and this is Medieval Mayhem or May or Mayhem. Nice to meet you. she said, smiling back at the male. She loved his hair, she knew someone else who styled their hair like that. Well, it was her ex actually, but like her, he also had blonde tips to his black hair. You're stallions handsome. she said, hating to call male horses "pretty". The boy was also cute, but she wasn't going to say that, not to his face. That was two three now; Curtis, Nathan, and now this Tiger kid.

I like your name, its unique. she said, smiling again. May whinnied, tossing her head a little.
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talking.

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[Tiger Jenkins]

{I`M JUST SO FAR GONE}
{NOTHINGS GOING TO CHANGE}
{EVERY CHANCE THEY GET}
{THEY ALWAYS PUSH ME AWAY}
{OH ITS NEVER ENOUGH}

Oh what do we have here? Oh baby please say yes. My day has come to an end babydoll. So whats the next step in this everlasting relationship? And sooner or later darlin one of us is going to get bored, and you won`t like it when I`m bored. I lived a normal life until that faithful night. And you all are probably wondering "What happened Tiger, tell me!". Well ladies and gentleman you will be finding out shortly. Now have you ever heard the little saying about not judging a book by its cover? Well I`m going to tell you to not judge me form what I tell you now, I am really a very good and nice person deep down. But now I will launch off into very quick summary of why I`m here exactly

Where I used to to live was a really cool place even though from the tourism view it was really stupid. they just didn`t know the whole point of the game in my small country town. In Milledgeville there are three certain gangs called Blood, crypt, and Folk. But before I launch into that story I`ll give you a very important word of advice when you are with me in a relationship: Pain without love is nothing, trust me honey and take this hand. But sadly the girls just kept coming. I`m seriously not boasting because the fact that I`m bisexual just adds to the fact that I didn`t always get those blondes and brunettes. Sometimes I got raven haired boys that didn`t have a clue. And thats when the fun started. But if someone here has loved someone who didn`t love them back you know how hard it is to hold on to them. I loved a girl once before and she played me bad and hard every way possible. No matter what I did for her it was never enough, I could never be what she wanted from me. And finally one nigh I snapped. We were having a party at my house, no paretals of that sort or anything, just me and my brother blasting out. Well she came down drunk and started cursing me out about being a two way street and other thigns that I had done when I had been younger. So I took her away from the crowd in my backyard tried to talk to her. But still she wouldn`t listen. But then my temper got the best of me. I flew into a blind rage and hit her. Not once, not twice, but to many times to count.

I would rather hang myself than relive that moment as I watched them carry her away with a broken hand and jaw, bruises riddling her body. I can never take that back, I can never erase that memory. But enough of past things, and now you know of my problem. My black temper stretches like a Forceflex bag, and you will never know when it will explode. Shaking his head for a second, he hung it low and let his bangs shade his face. A sigh escaped hi slightly parted lips and he put on his smooth facade and faced the girl. Meredith. What a sweet and innocent little name. Inclining his head at her when she complimented his horse, a dark chuckle came out as he replied.
Your mare is quite balanced I must say also to compliment her.
Leaning down to pick up his pad he looked at it for a second. Hearing her soft comment on his name his eyes narrowed behinds the cover of darkness but then he settled himself. Reaching up and pulling the glasses off to reveal his shockingly emerald orbs he said.
Why thank you, not something I tend to hear every day. So what brings out on a glorious day?

[m.eredith r.iley t.aylor]

Before she had came here, her bestfriend was her ex who still claimed to love her, even though he was the one to break up, to cause all the problems in the relationship, and to cheat on her. Every day she receives either a phone call or a few emails from him, asking her how she was doing. It was getting annoying and he called her around sunset to wish her goodnight and ask her about her day. She never said anything about anyone cute she meets, because she doesn't want him to stop calling. She loves him too, but more as a friend. She never really wanted to date him anyway, it was more as a friend thing for her. Her ex's name was Samuel, though he preferred to be called Sammy around close friends, so thats what she called him. She had many nicknames for him too, most he didn't like. They were all mean in a way, but they were also just jokes. Thats apparently what he loved about meredith, the sarcasm she carried around with her sometimes, as well as how she looked and such. He rode horses aswell, which also attracted them to eachother, since they actually had something in common.

Andrew was a good friend, a sceney who rode horses. He had a lip ring that he wore mostly as a ring instead of a stud, but would change it depending on his mood. He was also a skater, but it was rare as he was spending most of his time with Meredith.

She's used to things like this, we barrel race and show jump. she said, patting the mares shoulder gently. Yours seems hard to handle. she finished, glancing at the stallion again before hearing him speak. You're welcome. Oh, and well... its beautiful outside... and May was tensing up for some reason. She seems fine now though. she said, reminding herself to check her leg muscles.
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talking.

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